REJECTED BY OUR DAUGHTER, WE STILL LOVE AND BELIEVE IN HER

 We sent emails to our daughter, without response. Last year I sent her a coat, I thought it would be cold and she did not take her coat with her. I thought it would keep her warm. maybe she didn't like it.. We sent pajamas, slippers, treats, roses, birthday cake, and ice cream. Never heard a word.


Well last year we wanted to send treats for Christmas. We went to the store, there were shortages, so we got what we could. Inside the box of treats, we put a visa gift card. I also got a faux throw and a pillow to match. I thought she would like that for cold nights. 

We contacted the various shipping companies, and it was too late to ship for her to received it before Christmas. We set out to hire a private shipper. It was expensive. We love our daughter. We didn't think of that, we just wanted her to know we love her and thought of her.

We asked our son to please contact her, see if she did indeed receive what we sent. A simple yes, I received it, or even a simple thanks would have been nice. She made it clear she didn't want anything we sent her. She sent a hateful message to us.

Yet here we are with all that rejection, and we still love her. Even after the  round trip this summer, and being threatened, we love her. Even after she allowed someone to adopt her and change her name, we love her. We have always loved her and will always love her unconditionally. 

We don't know what has happened to her mind , heart and soul that caused her to reject us, and want to hurt us so badly. It does hurt.If we didn't love her, care about her and want her in our lives, we would never bother. We would have turned our backs, never given her a second thought.

We do love her though, and real love is worth enduring pain. We believe in her. We don't believe she made all these decisions all by herself. We believe one day she will remember us, remember she loves us, and we will be reunited. I would rather wait until my death like a fool than to give up my faith like a brutal cold uncaring person.  

Someone or something took our daughter away, and that is not built on truth. One day our daughter will see past the fog that has somehow filled her with illusion and see who has always loved her, who will always be here, her real mother and father. 

The box on the bottom filled with treats. The box on the top had the throw and pillow. We have no idea if she appreciated anything. If she kept it or threw it all away. This rejection hurts. You don't know pain until your child rejects you and tries to replace you. The pain is unbearable.

Abigal Barre




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